brentlydream

brentlydream

i was in jail, i escaped in our old ford van.  either the 74 I bought later or moms old van.  I rolled through a town, scared of cops.  I had to stop to fix somehting.  mom was there.  then
  Mom was driving.  no plate, no brakes, we were lost, she was going onto the hiway, but thenthere was an exit to the left, I said take it and she went that way, there were cops , they waved her to not take the exit that i realized was closed and a bad idea, the road wasn't finished, there were new pine 2x8s on the road, i grabbed the wheel, i felt the cops coming, I was back in the jail.

the jail, but it was like a bad hotel, with a back poarch of concrete, and the jailers knew, I shouldn't be there, but I was and there was a woman, blonde and somewhat attractive, she wanted to have sex with me, her teeth were sharpened, and I made the choice, much like i did in that jeep that day, to say no and retreat.  I knew that this was temporary, but for the woman, like a demon she was.  all pretty, and then the teeth.  i think they were metal.  she was sure i would want to fuck her.  i was hard, horny, that feeling of lonelinces clenching in me.  i wanted to go to her, but then, it turned in me to turn away.  i left her out on the concrete padio, wondering how and why these cops let her be there, i went back into my cell, and shut the door, but then i ripped it off it's hinges, I tried to put it back, but it was in two pieces, and so I wedged it against the door and then did a spell to hold it. like a jedi force field.  then i turned away and recognized my right to leave.  then i woke.
the sun just shone out kissing my forehead as i wrote that last bit.